Frevolous Fears

Why do we have to be afraid of things? Not like fear of consequences but the irrational fears. The ones you really have no need to be afraid of. Like the fear of not fitting in or dying young, never finding love, never finding yourself. What is there to be scared of?

I'm scared. I haven't quite figured it out. By it I mean everything. Well not everything, I know I'm scared. Scared of being alone. Scared of forever being alone. The funny thing is I've always felt alone but have never felt fearful until now.

Wing it...

Why do things have to change? I don't mean the little things that would drives us, slowly but surely insane otherwise. But rather the big things that take an actual decision. Like the change where you rather life just slow down and go by one moment at a time. For example, you want to change the person you've become. Think about all that you would leave behind. Yes some of it will be beneficial to remain seperate from your new persona, but there are parts of it that are worth keeping. Then what do you do? Why do things have to be so complicated? A mistake of words could set you in the wrong direction. The wrong decision could set off a chain of unforeseen events. Then what do you do? The only thing you can do I guess, wing it.