Doing It Wrong

How is it that everything I do seems to be totally wrong? Without fail there is nothing I can do to fix it. How does that happen? How can I be the happiest unhappy person and everything I do is indefinitely wrong?

My Beautiful Butterfly Life

If things never change there wouldn't be butterflies...

I Love Me, Do You?

How much do you love me?

Views of Bipolar Valentine's Day

Why? Why the heart ache? Why single out all those single people out there all lonely and stuff? I can't comprehend the need to show up the couple next to you. Why do you need to buy your way into someone's heart? How messed up can America get?

Why am I by myself? Why is there no one here to love me? Someone here to give me to express how they feel about me? Why doesn't he do something for me? Yeah we're not a couple but we could pretend at least for today. I like you... Do you like me?

Valentine's day sucks! Valentines day is sweet! Valentine's day is dumb! Valentine's day is lovely! Valentine's Day... :)):

Short and to the Point

I don't know anymore...

What Do You Do?

What do you do when you can't relate to that person at all? What do you do when you can't be there for the one person that's always there for you? That awkward moment when you want to help but cant find the words. Or at least the right words. Helpless. Useless. Just plain less.

What I Like About You

I like the way you smile. I like the way you walk. I like the way you say my name. I like the way you talk. I like the way you understand and how you sympathize. I like that you listen when there is no reason why. I like it when you sit next to me. The way you sit so close. All these things make me ask do you like me like I like you?

Frates

My New Year's resolution is to build better and deeper relationships. I'm tired of the crummy old relationships I call friendships. For a while I've been trying to find myself. It took forever but I realize that friends are a big part of that. I need help; they, whoever " they " are, can help. New start fresh start right? Isn't that the new year is for?

Last night one of our friends told us about something she does to get closer to people. Her and friend call it "Frates" or "Friend dating". How cute is that? So me and one of the girls in my ministry are trying to plan our first "frate". I'm excited. For the first time in a while I've felt connected to someone. A great start to a great year. ;)

What Do You Mean?

What do you mean it's not about me? What is it about? What am I supposed to focus on if it's not about me? What do I do now? Where do I turn? Who do I turn to?